[Take Heart.]

Oy. That pretty much sums up all my complex feelings about today. Call me a novelist. I am ready for a new job. Period. Case closed. I’ve tried to keep up with everything, work hard, do my job right, do it right the first time and yet I don’t measure up. I have worked my tail off to get to where I am right now. What happened today? I was told that a more “experience” teacher will be back in the classroom in order to regain control. My first thought was ” What have I done wrong?” I was insured nothing… that’s it. Nothing. Okay than why exactly is my job being snatched right from under my feet, leaving me with less hours and an even smaller pay check? Lord only knows this answer. And I guess I will just have to trust in his timing and wait on his provision. God’s got me. I can do this. Anyway, I’m back on the job search train. Let’s see where I end up this time. Shall we?

Just a little fun fact. I will be bringing out my sewing machine and whippin’ up something simple (yet spectacular) tomorrow night and I cannnnnnnnnnnnnot wait. *Sense my enthusiasm??

Oh yeah, and did I mention that it was on sale for $2 a yard. BAM! On ya! Can’t wait to get started tomorrow. What do you think I plan on making?

Whoever said your mother should be her daughters best friend, clearly never met my mom. I have never been able to talk to my mom about serious things that have been bothering me my whole entire life. Nothing I say, do or think is ever right when it comes to her. I could start to tell her a story where I knew that I had done something wrong, but before I could even admit it to her, she would spat off about how I was wrong. I KNOW. I WAS JUST STILL TELLING YOU THE SCENARIO BEFORE I GOT TO THE POINT WHERE I HAD COME TO MY SENSES AND REALIZED IT. Happy Tuesday