My dad has false teeth now. It’s kind of weird.
If you truly love someone,
accept their past and leave it there.
WORKING ON MY TAN.
I could lay out for hours.
I have to get out of this house.
When every finger is pointed at you for everything, it gets crazy. Why the heck am I the only one everyone thinks does anything wrong?
Being on tumblr at work..
is pretty freaking amazing(:
enable your “ask” box pleeeeeeeeease???
Aspire to inspire before you expire.
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-enough of the cheesy poetry-
time to clean.
Ode to Chelsea Ball
For all the moments we laughed so hard we cried and for all those sleepless nights. I couldn’t imagine a day going by without you in my life. You truly are my best friend the greatest one to say the least. You don’t even realize how much you truly mean to me. We’ve gone through it all together and had some hills to climb but through it all we had fun and lost track of...
Is in a cleaning mood..
woah. Now that’s odd. [Nothing like cleaning to some Kings of Leon] <3
Please come home now.
So we can talk whatever this is out. I need my best friend. This past week has been C.R.A.P. [for lack of a better word] PLEASE.COME.HOME.NOW. i flipping miss you!
I miss my best friend.
I refuse to deny it anymore. I’ve come to accept the fact that when I am making poor choices and going the wrong direction in life I tend to push away those who care about me most. Family, Close friends, and Leaders. That’s all I’ve done all week. Maybe I can reverse this or see past it? Possibly.. Hopefully.
If the words you speak are true..
than I couldn’t be more happier.
Now it's off to work at the church for VBS.
I am sooo sleepy. XO.
-I spent three hours at a park in the chilly rain. -I had to supervise 13 kids alone. -I had to sit next to a kid who peed himself for twenty minutes. -I had to walk over a rickety, old bridge four times. [no me gusta] -I didn’t eat anything till four today. but on a happier note.. -I got off an hour early again. -I got paid today. Those two things alone have made my day. (:
“Working 9 to 5..” [actually 6.. phooey!]
Is feeling a Dr.'s appt. in the near future..
ten days ago an avalanche from my past came crashing down on me. five days ago i gave into temptation. four days ago i gave in.. three days ago i gave in.. twice. two days ago i gave in.. twice. yesterday i gave in.. repeatedly. and today the depression hit. along with more poor choices. [living a secret/not so secret life is great..]
Feel free to infringe upon my ask box!
READY. SET. GO.!
OH and random fact, I just decided on what I would get as a tatoo IF I ever got one.. (: I’ll share later. XO.
work. Work. WORK.
that is all i do. constantly. working a full- time job SUCKS. especially when it is at a daycare. I looooooove kids. But I don’t fully enjoy spending 9 hours a day.. 5 days a week.. with 15 - 20ish kids.. ALONE. Thank goodness they don’t realize the student to teacher ratio is favoring their side and they could revolt..
Me: She has like 9 pairs of Toms!
You: Uhm. Sorry, I'm sorry but what are Toms??
Me: WHAT?!?! YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TOMS ARE?! YOU ARE STUPID!
You: Is it a shoe?
Me: Uhm, yeah. I wore some tonight.. They were red!
Me: Oh what am I thinking! I don't know why I think you would remember that.
You: Ha. yeahh.....
You know those conversations
where you just poured out your heart and let out all your emotions, talked about your problems, what your having trouble with and some of your secrets and all you really want is someone to listen and care.. but then the person never fails to turn the conversation back around about themselves. Yeah, that just happened.
Well I'm off to work.
So today has been an awful day at work. Can it be six yet God? PLEASE!
And here comes all my old feelings for you..
Why do you decide to get back in contact with me once everything in my life is finally getting stable again?
Growing up sucks.
That awkward moment..
when you realize that your auto-correct on your phone put “sex” instead of “six”.